Reflections from the bishop:
Join me in a Yearlong Season of Prayer
Alfred Lord Tennyson wrote:
"More things are wrought by prayer
than this world dreams of."
Christians and others of faith should know this well!
Prayer has been my abiding place, especially in these years as a bishop.
In my childhood home and early formation, prayer was more than a
perfunctory act. My earliest and most cherished memories are Sunday
morning prayers in grandmother's house where I spent my summers. In that
little village on the Eastern Shore of Maryland it was the custom to have
Sunday morning prayers in the parlor or living room before going to
church.
Shades were drawn, everyone knelt at a particular chair, and
grandmother or grandfather would pray intense and moving prayers - often
accompanied by tears. They were mostly prayers of gratitude and
thanksgiving.
This pattern of prayer continued when Kim and I married and had our
family. The mode was not as important as was the place of prayer in my
life.
However, as a bishop, - prayer took on its greatest significance.
I was genuinely reluctant and resistant to assume leadership as a
bishop. Mine was no false sense of modesty, but an acknowledgement of my
profound sense of inadequacy and, yes, unworthiness. I had so many doubts.
I felt that I could never measure up to bishops I knew and admired.
Despite my fears, anxiety, and uncertainty, I was elected and
consecrated a bishop. At that moment, I promised God that I would only
attempt the awesome task of leadership with a constant and abiding
relationship with the One I knew could and would sustain me in this
leadership responsibility. I became a person of constant - not occasional
- prayer.
Prayer has made and does make a difference in my life. Prayer is not
magic. Prayer is neither a substitute for hard work and preparation, nor a
substitute for making difficult decisions. All my ministry and life are
nurtured and formed in the context of prayer.
I continue to be amazed in the ways God "answers" prayer.
Former President Jimmy Carter once said:
"God answers all prayers.
Sometimes the answer is yes.
Sometimes the answer is no.
Sometimes the answer is,
You've got to be kidding!"
I recently met with nearly 200 lay and clergy persons from across
Indiana for a time of prayer, reflection and "holy"
conversation. I shared with them my deep concern and hope for the coming
General Conference in the spring of 2004 followed in the summer by
Jurisdictional Conference. Now in a matter of days each Indiana Conference
will elect delegates to both of these important conferences.
Like many of you, I am mindful that I am entering my final year as your
bishop, and on September 1, 2004, a new episcopal leader will begin
ministry here in Indiana.
Could there be a better time for the United Methodist of the Indiana
Area to be in intentional and intense prayer? So I invite you as pastors
and congregations across Indiana to join in a Yearlong Season of Prayer.
Join me as we:
- Pray for the North and South Indiana Annual Conferences as each
faces new challenges and opportunities for service and ministry;
- Pray for the clergy and laity who will be elected by the North and
South Indiana Conferences as delegates to the General Conference and
to the Jurisdictional Conference where bishops will be elected and
assigned to Episcopal Areas;
- Pray for the new bishop who will give leadership to the Indiana Area
for the next quadrennium;
- Pray for growth and spiritual vitality in the Indiana Area under the
leadership of a new episcopal leader;
- Pray for The United Methodist Church that it will be an instrument
of God in all places;
- Pray for a world of peace, justice and reconciliation; and
- Pray above all else that "...Christ be lifted up till all shall
serve Him."
Tennyson was right. "More things are wrought by prayer than this
world dreams of."
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